Went through some insane, miserable, life altering experiences; back now. Hotep is now called Day Breaker because the word hotep has unfortunate connotations that I was not aware of. Trying to get back on the horse. The horse is my art career. Any support is appreciated no matter how small. Like, comment, subscribe. It waters the parched land of my soul. I'm all kinds of neurodev and queer. Accepting my selves is an ongoing journey. There are probably ancient, calcified comments floating around from my days as a closed-minded teenager policing ships and fandoms. I was going through a lot of shit, which is no excuse, but I bring it up because have a feeling a lot of people who lash out at others over fandom have personal problems that bring out that negativity, and maybe compassion would help them change their behavior like it did mine. That angry, judgemental person isn't who I want to be anymore and I am deeply sorry to anyone whose feelings I hurt during that mess. Fiction is